Tuesday, August 25, 2020
On an island in the sun / we’ll be playing and having fun
Sunday, May 31, 2020
There was this one time... we stayed up way past midnight...
Wednesday, September 25, 2019
If I were a man...I’d be The Man
P.S. Re: my title. Taylor sings "If I was a man." The grammar police can't condone this thoughtless rejection of the subjunctive mood. If I WERE A MAN, Taylor.
Wednesday, December 06, 2017
Lay down your treasure
It’s been years, but this song gets me every time. It just always feels relevant. (And biblical...) Love that Bono. I’m not easy on my knees, either.
Lay down
Lay down
Lay your sweet lovely on the ground
Lay your love on the track
We're gonna break the monster's back
Oh, oh, hey, hey
Lay down your treasure
Lay it down now, brother
You don't have time
For a jealous lover
As you enter this life
I pray you depart
With a wrinkled face
And a brand new heart
I don't know if I can take it
I'm not easy on my knees
Here's my heart, can't you break it?
I need some release, release, release
We need love and peace
Love, love and peace
Lay down
Lay down your guns
All you daughters of Zion
All you Abraham’s sons
I don't know if I can make it
I'm not easy on my knees
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
I need some release, release, release
We need love and peace
Love and peace
Baby don't fight, we can talk this thing through
You with me, me and you
I'll call on your phone, the TV is still on
But the sound is turned down
And the troops on the ground
Are about to dig in
I wonder where is the love?
Where is the love?
Love and peace
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Wednesday, November 02, 2016
Thank you for the music, the songs I'm singin'
Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Thanks for a new day.
Friday, March 13, 2015
No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong. (And where do you belong?)
Friday, November 21, 2014
Thanks for my guy.
Really, really thankful for 12, close to 13 years now with this guy in my life. And it's his birthday today. Happy birthday, Matt!
Friday, November 07, 2014
Thanks for my piano.
Tuesday, September 02, 2014
September morning still can make me feel that waaaaaay
And they're 10x better with the videos.
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
Burnin' love
http://youtu.be/DcJac6OykfM
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Summer nights
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Thanks for the running tunes.
I alternate apps, depending on my mood. Whether I want to be surprised at what's coming next, for instance (Pandora), or whether I want a really short custom playlist for a quicker run (iTunes) or whether I just want to jam out to some *NSYNC or Britney, 'cause it happens (Spotify).
On the days that I can barely muster up the energy to lace up my shoes, the thought of jamming out to Eliza-Specific Music for half an hour all by myself in the cold actually sounds invigorating, so with that burst of hope I make it out the door. Having a soundtrack makes the time pass and kinda makes me think I'm rocking the run harder than I actually am. I don't even mind pushing a stroller actually, as long as it's not too often. Earlier this week we had a window of perfect running weather one morning, but I had Lars, so he came with me. As we neared the end of our brief 3-miler and I was feeling kinda like a lightweight, we came to a short but steep hill. "Roar" was playing, so I tackled that little hill at full speed. There is nothing like doggedly pushing 50+ lbs straight up a hill, sweat pouring down my face, while Katy Perry screams in my ear "I AM A CHAMPION!"
Nothing, my friends. Feel the burn.
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
Thanks for the mixtape songs.
Monday, June 10, 2013
Yo, turn to that station
Perhaps my favorite thing when I got a smartphone was Pandora. I don't have an iPod and although I have lots of mp3s on my computer I don't really know where they are and a lot of them are duplicates. It's never been a priority for me to organize my music and honestly, I still mostly listen to FM radio in the car. Country radio, to be specific, or talk radio. So Pandora is easy for someone like me to use with zero prep. My sister Hannah thinks I'm borderline tech-Neanderthal but I like to think of it as blissfully counterculture.
Before this sounds any more like a Pandora commercial, behold my favorite household channels--unobtrusive background music for doing dishes, playing with kids or whatever I happen to be doing at home. You could also call it EZ Listenin'. Unfortunately for you I have done zero research on what the current "In" way of sharing music on a blog is, without having to sign in (Spotify) or go to another site (Playlist, et al). I used to know how to stream directly from my own Google drive through a widget on my blog but I don't think that works anymore...and I'd also have to upload the songs first. Please enlighten me if I'm missing something! Free YouTube for all! (for now)
60s Folk Radio
Even though some of the songs are decidedly not 60s folk. For instance the song "Don't Know Much About History" seems to pop up a lot. I'll give you 60s, but how is that folk? Anyway. A sampling...
If I Had a Hammer by Peter, Paul, and Mary
Whenever I hear this song I just want to go out and picket The Man.
Dream a Little Dream of Me by Mama Cass
I adore this song. I also like the Mamas and the Papas version, which also includes Mama Cass of course. Bing Crosby and other earlier versions I'm "meh" on.
Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan
Possibly my favorite Bob Dylan love song.
Don't Think Twice, It's Alright by Bob Dylan
Possibly my favorite Bob Dylan breakup song.
The Chain by Fleetwood Mac
Does Fleetwood Mac count as 60s Folk? More than "Don't Know Much About History," anyway.
Operator (That's Not the Way It Feels) by Jim Croce
So sad.
I Got a Name by Jim Croce
Also sad.
Secondly,
Michael Buble Radio
I must be 30. Michael Buble Radio? Yes, please!
Rolling in the Deep by Adele
The saddest.
Don't You Remember by Adele
The saddest-est.
The Heart of Life (Live) by John Mayer
I haven't given up on you, Johnny.
I'll Be Seeing You by Billie Holiday
OK, the actual saddest. Also, for some reason I don't like any versions of this song but hers.
Gravity by Sara Bareilles
Why are all the songs on this station so sad?
Someone to Watch Over Me by Ella Fitzgerald
Everyone wants someone to watch over them. Even if he's not the man-some, girls-think-of, as hand-some.
Happy listening!
Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten
The spring and summer of 2010 (when we moved into our current house) happened with Vampire Weekend's Contra playing in the background. My kids were obsessed with it. For some reason none of us really got tired of it. Well, eventually we did but it was probably a year or more before I banished it from the car.
I turned on "Horchata" in the car the other day and the kids got super excited as we cruised down the road with the windows down and the stereo blasting. I love that they remembered how much they had loved that song. It seemed like 3 years couldn't possibly have already gone by. I think the summer of 2010 was my favorite summer ever. So far.
Last summer we stayed in Midway with Matt's family and as we drove around through those beautiful mountains we listened to We Are the Tide by Blind Pilot over and over. Any song from that album instantly brings back that fun week. Isn't it funny that I "look back" at it so fondly when it was less than a year ago?
Anything from White Ladder by David Gray brings back my freshman year at BYU. Can you believe my parents sent me so far away when I was only seventeen? Neither can I. A great year.
Ida's in a ballet class and the kids dance to "princess" type songs. Any Disney song from the '90s and I feel like I'm 9 years old sitting on my tiny bed in my tiny corner bedroom, scribbling the lyrics to "A Whole New World" on my steno pad.
They don't play this one in ballet class, but it was always my favorite! And I wrote the lyrics to that one in my steno pad, too.
I haven't been blogging much in 2013 and I think it's partly because I started a journal again this year. So freeing. Not that I can't be honest on my blog but it's different from scribbling down my thoughts in a hidden little book that's just for me. Whether it was a long time ago or a short time ago I love to think about happy moments from the past, and recording them keeps them vivid. Sad moments too, although I don't like to think about those ones I still record them.
Of course I can't write everything so while I'm experiencing things, especially with my kids, sometimes I sit and breathe it in almost like I'm recording it. Fortunately, I think I am pretty good at enjoying the moment, despite other failings. This reminds me of the last pages of Happier at Home by Gretchen Rubin, which I recently finished and enjoyed.
Elias Canetti wrote, "One lives in the naive notion that later there will be more room than in the entire past." (250)
"As I walked up the steps to my building on that spring afternoon, and looked up at the windows of my little apartment in the big city, I reminded myself, "Now is now." And I know what the child Laura [Ingalls] did not yet know. Now is now, and now is already a long time ago.
As I turned the key and pushed open the front door, as I crossed the threshold, I thought how breathtaking, how fleeting, how precious was my ordinary day. Now is now. Here is my treasure. (253)
Thursday, March 07, 2013
Running
This song has nothing to do with anything except that I like running to it.
Did you know I'm turning 30 next month? If you didn't, it's because you don't live at my house. Because I talk about it a lot at my house.
I kept feeling like I wanted to do something "big" for my 30th birthday. I've never been a big birthday person and I always get depressed on my birthday which I think is so dumb, so I figured I should stave that off with...something this year. Some research yielded cute ideas like, passing out gifts to 30 strangers; doing 30 nice things for people; renting a roller rink for a night and skating to '80s music (my favorite idea which came from Phoebe, but in this roller-rink-scarce area it is cost prohibitive); running 30 races. Upon further reflection I found that I'm not up for making my "big" thing something extravagant or have the theme of "30," although I would like to do something meaningful. Whatever that ends up being, I don't know if I'll blog about it or not, but regardless I haven't thought of it yet.
In the meantime I did decide to run a couple of races this year. Sometimes doing something that's hard for me, and that I'm still not very good at even when I work at it, still makes me feel better about myself. Like, so what if I worked my tail off and still didn't impress anyone with the results: I impressed myself with the working-my-tail-off part. And those hard-fought endorphins come through for me...almost every time.
Once the whirlwind of the holidays was over, it became apparent that if I wasn't going to be taking antidepressants anymore, I needed something else to replace the effect. So I started running 5 days a week. I've been doing that for about 10 weeks now and am somehow not much stronger or faster. But I feel good about my efforts. My goal (put into words by Word of Wisdom Living): "Get at least 30 minutes of exercise, most days of the week. It's best if you sweat."
Still I wanted something to push me to go beyond that, so, ignoring all common sense, I signed up for a Ragnar relay, which I have found excuses not to do every year since I did it the first time, but I had no excuses this year. Then yesterday almost on a whim, I signed up for an obstacle course race with a friend. Then I signed up for Ida's preschool's fun run. And I'm still considering another obstacle course race later in the summer depending on how the first one goes. Four in a year might be my max unless we hire a nanny.
I'm no "Runner" but I'm pretty good at reaching goals if I'm motivated enough. So my daily goal this spring and summer is to follow a training schedule and improve my stamina. My overall goal until I retire from this "I'm 30 Now" running phase (whether the phase will remain beyond age 30 is to be determined), is to not embarrass my Ragnar team, which apparently came in 3rd place for their age group last year...an age group I will now qualify for, incidentally, since I'll be 30. Do you see where I went with that? Happy Thursday. May the endorphins be ever in your favor.
Monday, February 04, 2013
A song for Monday
(with 2 naughty words. fyi)
I love Ben Folds. The singer guy isn't bad either.
Tuesday, January 08, 2013
Nashville
The pilot re-aired last week and this week (tomorrow!) is a new episode.
I don't know why I'm so into it--I guess because I started watching it live from the first episode, which isn't normal for me. Maybe because I don't really watch any other TV besides Parenthood. And maybe because I love the music and the soapy plot lines. And Connie Britton.
And Sam Palladio. Wish I had video for these two songs instead of lyrics (half of which are probably wrong).
And I just like everyone in this song. Does anyone else think the flask-sipping rocker producer guy is going to turn Rayna into a drunk?
Wednesday nights. Check it out y'all
Saturday, December 15, 2012
He Shall Feed His Flock Like a Shepherd
He shall feed His flock like a shepherd;
and He shall gather the lambs with His arm,
and carry them in His bosom,
and gently lead those that are with young.
Come unto Him, all ye that labour,
come unto Him that are heavy laden,
and He will give you rest.
Take His yoke upon you, and learn of Him,
for He is meek and lowly of heart,
and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
-Air for Alto from Handel's Messiah
Isaiah 40:11 & Matthew 11:28-29







