Ah, life is beautiful.

Yeah, I'm sitting here at work doing nothing. Nuh-Thing. It's 8:13 PM. Also, I have to pee really bad. And it's so QUIET in here!

So I've been making up a Breakup Soundtrack in my head. At least a Matt Breakup Soundtrack. Here's what I have so far.

Warning Sign - Coldplay
Don't Know Why - Norah Jones
Trouble - Coldplay
Do What You Have to Do - Sarah McLachlan
Death and Destruction - Weezer
St. Patrick's Day - John Mayer
Butterfly - Weezer
Shoot the Moon - Norah Jones

"Do What You Have to Do" - the night after I sort of broke up with Matt, when we took the "break" - I listened to "Mirrorball" before I went to sleep, and when this song came on I just started crying. It was so sad. "I don't know how to let you go..." It's pretty though.

So let me know if you think of any other good masochistic breakup songs. "St. Patrick's Day," I decided, is my anthem for the past year. The past guyal year. (you know, kinda like fiscal year...haha...anyway.) Everything's always TEMPORARY with me! Haha. Yeah, so recently I've been loving "Death and Destruction." It's such a scary name for such a pretty song.

Also, it has nothing to do with me and Matt. Maybe it's the way Matt saw me sometimes.

Anyway. I really should find something productive to do. But I only have 45 minutes left here.

No way November will see our goodbye, when it comes to December it's obvious why no one wants to be alone at Christmas time...come January we're frozen inside, making new resolutions a hundred times. February won't you be my Valentine? And we'll both be safe till St. Patrick's Day.

Ah, I love that song. we should take a ride tonight around the town and look around at all the beautiful houses...

Maybe "Comfortable" would be a good song to add to the mix. Except that I don't want to get back together with him. Also, I'm not sleeping with a new girl I'm still getting used to. So maybe not. Yikes, what a horrible thought.

Can I just tell you that I thought it was "don't know why I didn't CALL" until about 5 minutes ago? I could have sworn it was "call." That's what it sounds like.